You probably notice that I”m not on here much anymore and it’s because it’s getting… well, depressing.

There’s no reason for me to be on here anymore. People are just being mean now and I don’t feel like logging on here and seeing hate all the time. I didn’t do or say anything to anyone. 

I’ll keep this blog up but I won’t be posting. 

Sorry if anyone gets the wrong idea from my blog. I liked it at first being able to talk to other people about Columbine and other killers because I do like researching the psychology of it all. I don’t ever condone murder and if that’s what you think, you need to get that out of your head right now. If you knew me in real life, you wouldn’t even believe you even thought that. Maybe you just get in confused with me being an incredibly compassionate and sympathetic person. 

Whoa wait… are there things being said about me around here? I don’t understand why I’m getting so many hate messages….?

I never said that I wanted people to die in that shooting yesterday…. who the fuck initiated that? 

In fact I’m saddened that one person had to die. It’s unfathomable why a young man targeted his teacher and then took his own life. My heart breaks for the boy and his family. My thoughts and prayers are with everyone in Centennial that they stay strong through this. 

There’s reports of a shooting at Arapahoe High School.

The news is referencing Columbine because all schools in Littleton are on lockdown,

My heart is beating so fast, I’m going to be sick :’((((